pressure

I am building a machine to capture my stress over time automatically something like cardiograph and capture my current thought.

one is computer and my writing in blog.

I can time my blog and its content.

One indicates the urgency and the other indicates my struggle release my tension.

The stress is my future.

The stress is directly proportional to my assumption on my life and its dependence on the continued supply of its resources.

It is entirely my hypothesis the importance of money supply for my continued living.

It is possibly far important than money is my continued operation of my heart.

I am not sure what is more important to me my brain or heart.

There are other body parts.

Do I start taking care of them?

At this point, I am lazy and do not wish to indulge in any operation now in order to ascertain my future continuity and living.

I have my terms and condition for living in this world.

my laziness to abide my terms and conditions of any for my continuity.

This does not mean my pressure is reduced.

I have no options but continue to listening and seeing the pressure getting built up in me - I show my tantrum or in the extreme cases I start writing my blog.

My only activity allowed by me to compose myself as a preparation for next moment being unprepared.

I do not expect.