One courage I must have

I do not have the courage face all events without doing.

One is my total absence without root or anchor.

I can't face my absence without thoughts words and deeds.

The other is my existence without possession - friends relations money home profession earnings support.

I can't face my absense of support without thought words and deeds.

I have no option but face my absence or my absence of support without support from my intellect memory muscle finance friends relations ......

Do I support in anticipation of support?

My enemy is me.

My enemy is only me and my possessions.

I must annihilate my enemy - me and my possession

I can't see the truth that can't hidden for a single moment because of a speck in my eye - it is me.

How do I remove it?